You.

You mean a lot to me, and I love you so much, but sometimes I just feel so lonley, even in your company. I miss you all the time, and I feel so pathetic because I don’t know if you feel the same. You’ve got your life so occupied with all these interesting people and things, that I seem..well I feel like the bottom of your list of things to miss or even think about. I know, we’ve talked about it over a million times, and I really really wish that I could get all these negative and doubtful thoughts I have out of my head and keep them sealed out for good and forever, and for an instance..well sometimes they do come out, and I just feel so perfect with you. I wish it would be like that always, I love your hugs and your kisses, they mean the world to me. I just wish I could get myself, my life..I just wish I could get my head on straight for the both of us. I love you.

You’re a beautiful girl, fragile inside but beautiful. I just want you to know that I’ll be there for you always, throught anything and everything. You’re a good friend to me, I’ll keep on trying just for you, I’ve learned not to give up so easily.

I miss you, and hopefully I’ll see you sometime in the near future. I just wanted to include you in this list because I wanted to thank you for being my  one of the most important person in my life, So thanks for putting up with me haha, I love you.

I think I hate you a little too much, just saying. I’ve tried to stop, and be friendly but I can’t so I’m sorry. I know it’s not fair to you. I’ll admit that jealousy does play a part in it, so I feel bad about it.

*Please, don’t you dare hurt her, I’m not liking what I’m hearing about you.*